Epiphany Angst

I've been feeling extremely in over my head about the epiphany art installation that I've agreed to do at church, so after we got home, I spent about an hour editing the video (capturing footage) and an hour glueing mirror shards to green plywood. Throughout the whole thing, I oscillated between feeling overwhelmed and regretful for having said yes at all (I've never done this before (!), I shouldn't subject anyone to a freshman attempt (!), what hubris drives me to try to dabble and interfere in spheres where I have no business (!?)...), and feeling hopeful and excited about the beauty in the images that I've captured.